always doing the same sh*t.

so, enzo's birthday party is in a week. everything was sent out. food is already being prepared and frozen to cook for the party.. and we just need to rent stuff.

Now, i get a text from my mother-in-law.. asking what if we do the reception at MIZU (a japanese restaurant in natoma) from 11am to 1pm?

which just pretty much pushed my button. Why in the world you fucken change the plans now!? if you didn't want it in the house before you shouldve said shit! but now it's too late. TOO BAD! i don't care. She obviously didnt f*cken think that thoroughly. like how hard is it to say "no, everything is all planned out already.. we shouldnt mess with those plans" My dad is doing most of the food and the rest were ordering. Were getting a free lechon for it. and prolly a big ass discount on the food were ordering. Soooo... all in all she's stupid!!!!!!!!!!!! i just want to punch her face right now.

And i bet her 'husband' put her up to it! f*ck both of them!

just needed to get that off my chest plus with the four other people i told. grrrr!

First Birthday & Christening.

It's become an interesting journey. I still have a few more things to get. We finally got the carpet steam cleaned. We got the decorations down. The theme is... Sesame Street babies 1st birthday. So, cute! I can't wait! We sent out the invitations and I love the invites! heres a peek at it.

I edited it. so sorry about the ugliness. for privacy purposes.

the front

the back

Eric did a great job! three more weeks! I can't wait! yay! He's growing too fast!

the love of your life.

why does it seem that the person that really means the most to you is the one that hurt you? BUT when you try to get over them you turn back to them?! YET... they are the biggest assholes still.

cleaned.

cleaned just OUR room the whole day. besides the carpet.. i need to vaccuum that still. tomorrow. FUN

just a quickie.

going to stockton! gunna eat some pho! or maybe some good yummy sandwiches.. and get to see jade.

HAPPY 9 MONTHS to enzo!

Day 2.

... finally going to see my cousin, J. Got to pick some stuff up but i'm excited to see her. it's been about a month since i have. and she only lives an hour away from me. plus, she's busy with her school work. Can't wait though!

... I'm finally taking my CPR class for my externship tomorrow. FUN. at least i won't have to wait as long. Usually it's 4 to 6 hours but this time it's only an hour and a half. woo.

... enzo has the weirdest way of crawling. it's quite funny.

... bbl.

here we go.

just thought i'd try this out..

and let's see if i can try to blog more like i used to.

this new year has been a little stressful.

it has been hard looking for a job. Not just for me but for the husband. but luckily he got a chance. As for myself, I just finished my medical billing class and waiting on to do my externship which is going to be hard to do because i can't seem to find a CPR class to do. after that i can do it! grr.

other than looking for a job.. Our son has been growing too fast. his 9th month is coming up. where did the months go?! it's true what they say, "enjoy them now because they grow way too fast." He does his baby talk and it really does sound like he's trying to say something to us. he's learning how to crawl. He does got the concept down but he hasn't moved yet. if he ever does move it's backwards. sometimes he even waves to strangers which i think is very cute. we were at church and a young filipino girl was sitting next to us and he was just smiling trying to get her attention and then he just put up his left hand and waved at her. so cute! he's learning fast on how to get girls haha. i love his smiles that we get all the time. He has 6 teeth out but four are still growing. everything is just going too fast. before you know it he's graduating and going to college. ugh. ok it's looking too far ahead.

and that's pretty much it.

my life is content for now.